Sycosis
Mind Right Music

Mostly Me Lyrics

Mostly Me Album
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1. Psychosis

I represent the streets and the burbs, the gangsters and the nerds/

the hoes and the virgins on the verge/

its like I hear a beat and get and urge, grab a pen and get a surge/

and now I’m a sorcerer watch me conjure up some verbs/

so fuck around clown I make you drown in these nouns/

 its like a Hulk smash when I pound on the ground/

shots of this Crown going round after round/

voices talking in my head I’m trying to drown out the sound/

naw I aint no preteen rapper, Mohawk advocate, or Lee Jean actor/

see I’m a psycho sadistical/

and you aint realize you was in danger like Mystikal/

A shape shifter rearrange my physical/

go back to your scripture I’m predicted in the biblical/

the anti-mic destroy a booth in six seconds/

guitar suitcase filled up with mixed weapons/

take your pick you assed out like naked pics/

5 stars or 5 mics shit I rather make it 6/

now make it quick put the money in the bag slide the bag/

 to the door and get back on the floor/

wish it was a dream but its very real/

 my doc need to up the dosage on my Seroquel/

until then I panic when I’m manic, hyper then I’m frantic/

 with visions can’t understand it/

colors, lights, sounds, skin feel like its crawling/

took the battery out my cell damn government keep calling/

feel like my heart beat keep falling/

thought me and God had a deal but he keep stalling/

I’m all in no chips on the table/

 pretty sure they implanted a tracking chip in my navel/

don’t trust cable they trying to brain wash me/

2 weeks in a row sipping on the same coffee/

aint crazy just see the world different/

eyes magnified I see what the world missing/

destroy real shit seem like the world mission/

here I am to prophesize hope the world listen/

I change pace keep a case to change face/

pull a heist at midnight and take a flight the same day/

cover my tracks and double back the same way/

take more when I leave and stash it in the same safe/

bundle the g’s then leave quick as the breeze/

head closer to the seas probably mid Florida keys/

leave a trail for law to find me with ease/

once they bust the door to seize/

Nitrate make em freeze like hsssssssss

 

2. Never Fails

[Hook]

You aint gotta know a lot except I’m gonna prevail/

Fuck what label I’m signed to and how much did I sell/

It’s hard to measure a man’s success on a scale/

Mr. Even if I take an L I will never fail/

 

[Verse 1]

I never fail like the smart kid, use to be the smart kid/

The one they talked about and tried to start shit/

Now I got that Arsenic, poison flow they all sick/

Drooling on the track they still claiming that they all spit/

I represent the cats who seen they share of loses/

Who never been to Calvary but been bearing crosses/

Been being bosses, way before Rick Ross is/

Or even Slim Thug til the money slimmed up/

Now the gas high, and the stocks low/

Get as much time selling crack as killing cops so/

I’m on my plan A and a half/

Grip the mic til my fingers look like I stay in a bath/

Fam split it in half like raising a staph/

Don’t need a graph to see I go harder than Asian math/

I hear see and fear no evil/

Strap the beat down then give an inject, lethal

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2] 

Can’t afford to fail fortified like floor to nail/

For the fam I’m forced to sell, 45’s will feed em’ Hell/

If I find myself back against the wall/

Get my Chris Angle on crawl through the glass and all/

And break my fall like a cat on its paws/

And transform to a ware wolf, fur fangs claws/

So I can liken to a Liken/

Underworld, underground fighting like a Viken/

Trying to make it to the surface like Shreddar/

Kidnap April, drop in May and be grateful/

Stand faithful discipline is my staple/

Life is like splitting atoms, known to be unstable/

I’m an atomic bomb, nuclear if I aint calm/

Say something I’ll detonate in T-minus 2 songs/

Its been 12 years fam and I’m tired of rapping/

But I do it for the ones who tired of yall acting

 

[Hook]


3. CAN’T KNOW

Ft. C.B.

[Verse 1]

She got a man and he can’t know Dude don’t deserve this/

damn near treat her perfect but she want my service/

who am I to say no I’m goin when she say so/

Put her hands in my pants turn ya boy to play-dough/

mold me, control me, kiss me. console me/

bout to lose myself in this what happened to the old me/

swear I’m bout to OD if I take another hit/

used to have a girlfriend she said leave that other chic/

damn and I did it too yeah I know its pitiful/

got me like the ER situation critical/

vital signs stabilized blood pressure known to rise/

was strong now I’m weak shouldn’t looked her in her eyes/

 

[Hook C.B.]

She got a man and he can’t know/

But that don’t mean that she can’t go/

She wanna ride with me, yeah/

I got a secret and I can’t tell/

She got me on a mission and I can’t fail/

She wanna ride with me, yeah/

 

[Verse 2]

Red heels red bag pins hold her hair back/

Feel like I’m moving too fast I need an airbag/

Just in case I crash hard gave her both my cash card/

Let her buy whatever she like I used to act hard/

Used to tell her hell no now she take my cell phone/

Look through my texts said she want a Lexus/

Im like don’t you got a man but naw he aint in my plans/

At least that’s what she tell me common sense fail me/

Every time I say I’m through she pull me right back in/

Show up with some red lace panties on her back end/

And get to acting, crying, screaming/

touching, loving, rubbing, scheming/

Feigning for her soon as she leave again/

She waiting to exhale I’m waiting to breathe again/

And I swore to myself this was the last time/

But that was last time, this cant be the last time/

 

[Hook C.B.]

 

[Verse 3]

Now its bout to get real might lose everything/

Told me her and dude getting serious maybe wedding rings/

Damn so where does that leave me/

told me that she need me and she don’t want to leave me/

but she gotta leave me and right now I’m clingy/

said she’d be one call away like Chingy/

Wanna get back with that I don’t wanna admit that/

But if she gotta leave I should at least get my shit back/

At least get my soul back seeing how she stole that/

At least get a lil act right since she owe that/

But I wont get none of that/

and if she ever call again I’d probably go running back/

 

[Hook C.B. x 2]

 

4. Everyday

[Hook]

Now every day I wake up/

Trying to get this money right, tryin to get this cake up/

Hoping that the pressure of the day don’t break us/

Praying if the Lord come today then he take us/

Either way it’s gonna make us /

smarter and stronger, love when they hate us/

Realize when you look into my eyes/

the site of a soul that shole’ might save us/

 

[Verse 1]

Out here we know no favors/

Street tested who gon’ grade us/

No school no 4 year majors/

Wear a cross but don’t know no savior/

So we worship cash/

money on our mind trying to work that Ave/

To get that grip to make that stash/

To spend it on the first chick with a fat ass/

Like it must be the goal/

She ain’t that fine it must be the pole/

Smiling and laughing playing the role/

But she don’t really like me, it must be the dough/

But we both lose, I sold my soul to get these jewels/

She sold her soul to to pay some dues/

It ain’t really worth it but we choose/

But we snooze on what’s really important in life/

I take my all, pour it in the mic/

It’s not my song I’m recording my life/

And I flow like the ocean/

Mind in drive shit forward is the motion/

I’m coast to coast like Chris Paul when he open/

You boast the most to let me know that you broke then

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2]

And that’s my challenge/

 tryin to play Jesus, but I ain’t Ray Allen/

feel all alone like I own me an Island/

 killing tracks tellin kids not to be violent/

like they gonna listen/

all they see is them diamonds that glisten/

in the music, the passion is missing/

they fuckin the game, ain’t no hugging and kissing/

I try to teach respect, I try to disconnect/

From what’s good and bad/

ain’t been able to tell the difference yet/

I just do me dude, occasionally I let a chick do me too/

And film it myself like a movie crew/

I hit just to hit she like ohh wee ohh/

But we snooze on what’s really important in life/

I take my all pour it in the mic/

It’s not my song I’m recording my life/

And I spit like a cobra, brick on my shoulder/

The shit like the odor/

Tryin to get my hands on some green like an Ogre/

Shrek 4 rep for the Chi til it’s over

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 3]

And I hope I can/

Tryin to get my feet on solid land/

Call it whatever you want to call it fam/

We pull toys out when we tired of playing/

But I hope that change cuz ain’t no life worth this rap game/

Or this dope game, or no gang bang/

Cause without them rags y’all all the same/

But we snooze on what’s really important in life/

I take my all, pour it in the Mic/

This not my song I’m recording my life/

And I rap like a gift/

Grab my own shoulders, pull and lift/

Put both feet off the edge of the cliff/

Hope it’s a breeze, catch that drift and fly

 

[Hook]


5. LAST REQUEST

[Hook]

I came into this world alone/

And if I don’t leave out on the throne/

Play my song when I’m gone/

If life coming down on you hard/

From the inside out you scarred/

It can tear you apart/

I came into this world alone/

If I don’t leave out on the throne/

Play my song when I’m gone/

See the tension building up in my chest/

Before I go underneath from the stress/

This is my last request/

 

[Verse 1]

2 AM bottle of liquor and I’m pissed off/

Staring at my cell phone not a single missed call/

Not a single missed text/

Thinking bout my mistakes/

Thinking bout my missteps/

Thinking bout my missed ex/

All them hoes I turned down/

thinking bout that missed sex/

Hung out with my girl an hour ago/

She don’t know I’m up thinking/

She don’t know I’m up drinking/

She don’t know these microfiber pillows/

 aint the reason why I’m sinking/

why I’m reaching in the mirror/

Trying to pull out the real me/

Why I’m arguing with God/

Can you hear me can you feel me/

can you help me can you heal me/

Well if not can you kill me can you take me/

Can you make me into an angel/

Give me wings so I can fly/

Cuz these demons give me dreams that Imma die/

While I’m young before I make it from the Chi/

When I go will I make it to the sky/

Or will I fall short/

and if I do I hope this song be my support see/

 

 

[Bridge]

 I’m trying to see myself in the mirror/

each day pass the end gets nearer/

I feel  like my vision is clear/

but if I close my eyes I might disappear you hear/

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2]

Trying to make my last request before the execution/

Give back what they took from Rap this my retribution/

5 Mixtapes , 1,000 freestyles/

a dozen shows still short a couple goals/

Changed a couple lives maybe touched a couple souls/

Looking at my bank statement still short a couple 0’s/

Now how the hell I’m suppose to blow/

if I aint even lit a fuse/

How the hell I’m suppose to know/

if what I’m saying is meant for you/

And my girl keeps saying this what I’m meant to do/

Meanwhile I’m sitting shirt n tie in this interview/

Trying to show these people/

that I’m educated organized/

Nothing in common with em/

but still I’m  suppose to socialize/

Still localized shoulda been Nationwide/

Feel like 11 out of  10 scale rating wise/

But it aint up to me its more up to you/

That’s why I’m up instead of sleep shit I got stuff to do/

 

[Bridge]

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 3]

Truthfully I approach the flow beautifully/

Since I play with words more than myself at puberty/

This time is different you gotta feel it E/

A lot of niggas pretend you gotta feel its me/

So if I die tonight or if I go tomorrow/

Hold your head high don’t cry/

don’t even show them scars/

Don’t even show the pain/

until the world can know my name/

I no longer can feel its like I’m filled with Novocain/

I’m numb to it all succumb to it all/

Never made it off the ground to the crown how can l fall/

God blessed me to spit like I’m hells own Arc Angel/

Earned my stripes like I’m part Bengal/

And my heart tangled how they left my art mangled/

Come from here not from these parts/

and they will bang you/

Best rapper alive since the best rapper retired/

Came back to passed his crown/

to best rappers whose high/

(Bridge) I’m trying to see myself in the mirror/

each day passes the end gets nearer/

I feel my vision is clear/

but if I close my eyes I might disappear you hear/


6. Big Money Talk

[Hook]

See ain’t no 20s on the table or 100s on the floor/

I’m thinkin to myself I could use a little more/

Midwest reppin’ the kid from Da Go/

This Big Money Talk you should already know/

(Big Money Big money Big Money Talk)

 

[Verse 1]

I need Big Money cash out the wazooo/

Paper plane dollars in my wallet so it’s fly too/

You tryin to buy a chain, you tryin to buy a car/

I’m tryin to leave the solar system, land and buy a star/

Maybe it’ll be hot as me, I want it like the lattery/

So I can get accustomed to some custom made commodities/

I got a bank account, savings and a pension/

Still on the block in all black like a Henchman

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2]

Every day I hustle fam and I ain’t never pitched a pack/

Color coordinated now, socks used to miss and match/

Never had a pair of J’s, never had a pair of Tims/

Now I’m in that “Big Body” like I never had limbs/

Like I never had friends, I was never fresh as them/

Didn’t even go to prom, suit still needed a hymn/

But you should see me now I’m kinda like a big deal/

Seat back, tires thick, kinda like a big wheel/

Start my own company, start my own business/

Sudoku on the dollars, man, count my own digits/

See I’mmy own witness, so maybe you should see to it/

Whatever my name on, guaranteed I see it through

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 3 - THC]

Why you haters talkin loose about me I am in Orlando/

 hotel on Idahoe, room on the 9th floor/

Next day in Tallahassee hotel on Monroe/

Watchin them Miami Canes play against the Seminoles/

On the scene so fly, I defy gravity/

Car match the year now these haters, muggin, mad at me/

Lacoste shoes Ostrich, I hold the world hostage/

You gonna respect The Lou, you broke haters need to stop it

get money

 

[Hook 2x]


7. In Here

[Hook]

        Let em know we in here (7x's)            

And If you spittin like I’m spitting you’d be getting what I’ve written

[Verse1]

I’m a rapper I’m a rapper not an actor like these rappers/

 who be acting like they trappers but actually they actors/

 I hate it when they rep it wrong hope you got a weapon on/

 or else I’mma lay em down and turn his chest to stepping stones/

 a lot of niggas clones sound like somebody else/

 talk a lot of shit but they quiet when they by theyself/

 that’s why I don’t mess with em play it to the left with em/

 start a conversation about fronting just to mess with em/

 I’m from a Chi-Town but aint nobody quiet/

 quick to lay the beef down but aint nobody diet/

 challenged them to challenge me but aint nobody try it/

 bout to set the streets on fire aint nobody riot/

 fam we in here just like we supposed to be/

 religious jewelry on but naw it aint no Rosary/

 my J’s half my age but them bitches look new/

 bout to ball out then repeat it like the hook do

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

Got my whole squad with me like a ball team/

 to each his own it’s a thrown see we all Kings/

 not a Latin though flyer than Aladdin though/

 floating on a Persian rug back up before I hurt you stud/

 this is rap 101 grab a notebook/

 won’t see a lot of niggas pass like a no look/

 me I’m behind the back through the legs overhead/

 all that tough talk will get you shot til you over dead/

 so I don’t say much games I don’t play much/

 for you it’ll probably cost a grip for me I don’t pay much/

 get it for super cheap act like you super street/

 have you deep in the dirt in the forest like a super Jeep/

 or a Trail Blazer me I Latrell haters/

 that mean choke him out eyes closed open mouth/

 wet kiss death wish I’m the one they spoke about/

 fire bomb your weed session next time you smoking out

[Verse 3]

Sexually assault tracks call me the molester/

 speech impediment flow I spit like Sylvester /

don’t say nothing orchestrate with a gesture/

 niggas say they sick but my bars sit and fester/

 Mildew I kill you without taking your life/

 interrupt your show (Smack) then I’m taking your Mic/

 break your fake Stunna shades them I’m taking your Mikes/

 so ahead of niggas my barber taper me twice/

 And I aint gotta brag but I don’t mind boasting/

 aint got an ocean but we Midwest coasting/

 or somewhere on the ocean in a boat coasting/

 I’m dail up speed loading moving slow motion/

 and I aint had a sip of lean imagine how I vivid dream/

 when you from the hood you don’t think of them you live a scheme/

 so I understand you grinding with your mixtape/

 but next time you write a song make sure you get the shit straight

[Hook 3x’s]

 

8. Reign Supreme


(Talking) First of all no ego Sycosis.

Tay good looking out man If you with your team right now and you on your way to go take over some shit and niggas don’t recognize its yours you gotta tell em

[Hook]

I got my swag right (check)

and that flow tight (check)

and my dough right (check)

them girls gon’ Go like (YES)

We on our way to doing major things

My whole team kings

we Reign Supreme and you aint seen nothing

Swag right (check)

and that flow tight (check)

and my dough right (check)

them girls gon’ Go like (Yes)

Gotta win I aint supposed to lose

Won’t fall back I aint supposed to move

this what I’m supposed to do

 

[Verse 1]

Chi-Town South Side what the problem is/

I merk a beat like Bishop did Rodimez/

I rep that Fab 5 Dub- P loyal/

make the whole Earth boil when my feet hit the soil/

we reign supreme like the bloodline Royal/

blue-ish when we do this I present  the truth before you/

sitting back thinking what the world coming to/

when 106 and Parkis more funny than Comic View/

Tell you what I’mma do brush down the waves/

grab my #5 J’s and float around for days/

like I don’t even believe in walking/

see me when I walk in speaking without talking/

we call that making a statement/

got old shit that’s still new locked in my basement/

and I’m feeling like Barack in this bitch/

to all my old chics I hope you watching this Bitch/

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2]

Tonight I’m feeling too fly to die/

but if for some reason they try then bury me in the sky/

I mean in between the clouds and the stars/

I’m Plutonian homie I have surpassed Mars/

I need a jet pack I’ve outgrown cars/

and some snake-skin skin since I’ve out grown scars/

Yeah played my part like Larry Johnson/

mind control of Deebo through my conscious/

Overall one thing remained constant/

never gave up even when they wanted nonsense/

now I’m coming for a crown like T.I.P. did/

little shoulders hold boulders but the chips big/

Don’t call me King call me sire/

say I aint hot you a liar shit I perspire fire/

in other words I sweat flames/

even with cars and chains some niggas is just lames

Chrous

[Verse 3]

We trying to bask in our glory/

walk around like big shots Robert Horry/

Yo weak ass get checked like Steve Nash/

with a bloody nose  for touching my clothes or my cash/

and aint no wood grain on the dash/

But the engine scream like it’s in pain when I mash/

hard with both feet on the gas/

but aint enough horse power for me to pass  my past/

So we cruise through life in the slow lane/

she gotta be special for me totell her my whole name/

and I could probably coach the whole gamehow to rock a gold chain/

how to spit like propane (whoosh)/

they say it take some to make some/

so I saved some to raise some nigga phase one/

day one and phase two is the takeover/

once I spin the planet backwardsand flip the lakes over

[Hook]


9. HOPE THEY LISTENING

 

(talkin) man swear I hope they listening

So I aint waistin my time or yours

So I aint waistin my time to record

So I aint waistin my time or yours

None of that I can afford

 [Verse]

I’m reloaded Matrix decoded/

Flying through the air in a fuckin P-Coat/

It’s me but you don’t need your eyes to see/

You can feel it yeah I got that spinal cord flow/

They put a mic in my back where my spinal cord go/

Bend a chic over so far make her spinal cord blow/

They Saying I don’t rap like I’m from the CHI/

No shit that’s cuz I Rap like I’m from the SKY/

Try Neptune Mars aint far enough/

Snicker rapping ass niggas bars aint hard enough/

I’m frozen bring a chisel with you/

Say you wanna battle me bring a missile with you/

And I’ll end you look what I been through/

Go by Sycosis cuz the game is mental/

Plus trust I’m thinking way more than you are/

About to get my numbers up quick like a new car/

It’s no coming back I’m off of the deep edge now/

Thumbs up 7up bitch tuck your head down/

Can’t look me in the eye we aint equal/

Danny Glover you motherfuckers I’ve been lethal/

I inject you operator connect you/

I don’t blame you I blame the nigga who let you/

Sign a deal and spit your shit like it was real/

And took it to the radio for them to play it at will/

So kids will think Rap all about some trap shit/

Some selling dope, push crack shit, I’m black shit/

Either that or some sing-a-long probably whack shit/

I’m neither me I’m Ether/

No Nas though got more bars though/

See I’m from Chicago hot like Diablo/

That’s Satan I represent the forsaken/

Speak to me then stay in the pocket like Troy Aikman/

That’s a quarterback bullshit you ordered that/

I’ll be at your door in 2-4 I’m a Lord of Rap/

And I’m just trying to top Drake/

Maybe move from you bottom 10 to your top 8/

Then top 5 top 4 top 3/

make it to the top spot like fuck them top me/

Cuz who better cooler than a blue sweater/

you aint really heard of me you aint get the newsletter/

The email the text or the twitter blast/

see I gotta bright future came from a bitter past/

I been as broke as every bit of glass/

In the streets now behold a beast/

Cuz when he hold a beat its like he holding heat/

Cock back then Blocka! Now who shot ya/

Dude too proper a group of new mobstas/

The game full of bitches mucho muchachas/

Who only half right like a book with two authors/

My team stay fresh like a fuckin new roster/

I’m still smoking like a fuckin new Rasta/

From Jamaica mon my words can make a bomb/

Click boom I’mma leave em sick soon/

Cant wear tight pants I’mma need some dick room/

Where we at 3? I could go 5 minutes/

But I wont cuz you probably missed half this/

And when im done you weak niggas can have this/

You have just witnessed a beat get its assed kick/

[Talking]

(talkin)I hope they listenin/

So I aint waistin my time or yours/

So I aint waistin my time to record/

So I aint do this shit a hundred thousand times before for nothing/

I Hope you fuckin listen/

 

10. Fall Back

[Hook]

Fall back, fall back, fall back/

 you aint built you aint made so what you strapped/

Fall back, fall back, fall back,/

 I know you well your heart and mouth don’t match/

 

[Verse 1]

First of all I aint nothing like you silly hoes/

pointing pistols at cameras aint shooting shit but videos

/you no name fronting like the whole city know/

where you bite that style from that aint how my city flow/

trying hard to sound like you from the A/

then move to the A maybe they’ll give you some play/

ask Drama to feature see my moma had a creature/

and my sole purpose is to eat ya

 

[Verse 2]

Torrential rainstorm focused higher brain form/

barely homosapien alien but remain calm/

say something I kill tracks in their sleep/

 wipe off the bloody mic twice a night on my sheets once a week/

where I’m from we head nod instead of speak/

us and tires compete for how much we in the streets/

talk is cheap I put some money on your mouth/

that’s dollars on your head a couple more for your spouse

 

[Verse 3]

Now throw yo hood up like a Cobra/

and if he talk tough tell him show ya/

I bet he got a strap cuz he scared not a soldier/

a real nigga hit you with some fist til you fold up now hold up/

Fall back so please watch what you talking/

 intoxicated speech is the leading cause of coffins/

we don’t care if you balling we don’t care who you calling/

I’ll knock yo dome off like a hurricane in New Orleans

Fall Back

                                          

                                             11. Leave

                                       (Intro Skit)

Ah what time is it man Man I need a vacation straight up Gotta go again? Aight One more day manIts almost the weekend fam Just gotta stick it out know what I’m saying

                                            [Hook]                                                      

 Feel like I can’t leave like I want to Be free like I want to/

 Go to places I want to be like I want to/

Leave like I want to Be free like I want to/

 Go to place I want to be like I want to/

[Verse 1]    

Feel like I can’t leave like I want to be free like I want to/

 go to places I want to be like I want to/

 should be over some seas looking at coconut trees/

 should be out on the water kissing on somebody daughter/

 except I aint rich enough to vacay/

 so I’m online looking for deals every payday/

 maybe out in Vegas maybe Puerto Rico/

 maybe I should even pray to God and ask if he know/

 why I’m in these dress pants wishing for some street clothes/

 why my dreams take a detour like the street closed/

 And I just want the stress to go away/

 maybe lay down and not feel my chest for a day/

 just breath at ease at least receive my Z’s in peace/

 believe I’m easily perceived as he achieves/

 but I aint made it to my goals yet/

 even if you see me dressed up fly as a gold Jet/

 I can’t leave

[Hook] 2x’s

[Verse 2]

I might be trapped in this place like a rat in its maze/

 even if I leave somehow I come back to this place/

 say I act like I’m dazed you can see it in my face/

 maybe catch it in my eyes that I’m feeling out of place/

 like I’m filling up a space/

 plus I’m stuck in my chair like I’m glued to my seat/

  why the fuck am I here/

 why the hell don’t I go how bad could it be/

 maybe I should just run until I can’t feel my feet and just leave/

 I apologize let me finish/

this will take your breath away like the end of sentence/

  when you spit like all you do is visit the dentist/

  niggas want red dots on your face like you Denis The Menace/

 but I aint got time to have enemies/

 while I’m trying to make my paper long like a centipede/

 trying to fight em off  I aint even got the energy/

 so I’mma take a couple brother with me like a Kennedy

 

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Maybe soon I can get away soon I can get a day/

 beach side in Cancun maybe early May/

 Bypass now try to see myself in Benz’s/

 coupes with my friends as focused as my lenses/

Popping all bottles going shopping all models/

 can’t even drive a stick still toggling the throttle/

 still Flying down the lane no roof in the rain/

 til I wake up in my sleep still deep in the pain

[Hook]


12.HERE I AM 

[Hook]

One chance I make the whole world move with one hand/

I’m no army see I’m just one man/

To make a difference they say just one can/

So here I am/

(Repeat 2x's)

 

[Verse 1]

I hear em begging for change asking for different/

But they only like what they use to see they don’t listen/

You looking out if my eyes but not seeing  my vision/

I’m sharing all of my thoughts/

You missing my wisdom/

You thinking I’m only looking for me looking for me/

But instead its really for us I know you don’t see/

I know you don’t know/

I plant a seed I’m hoping it grow/

But I can’t water it for you. See that’s all your choice/

And I’m the one saying the words but its all your voice/

So just speak through me don’t yell at me speak to me/

And we maybe can get something accomplished/

Instead of ignorant people spreading their nonsense/

I know some got hatred in their heart though/

Hoping I fall off, fail, hopin I’ll die slow/

But if I fail then so do you/

So just give me a chance got something to show to you/

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2]

Ahead of the world by way of Chicago/

Let me give you a vision picture with your eyes closed/

Somebody lose their life close to every hour/

But you only outraged about Darion Albert/

And I pray peace go to his soul/

But he only one of a million where streets take his soul/

I know where you come from you probably can’t relate/

So it makes sense to you to protest and debate/

About gun laws about health care/

But you can pay for yours they living in Hell here/

It ain’t welfare you need to be concerned about/

See it’s the patients of the people still burning out/

These kids  aint bad they just sick of shit/

Rejecting a system that they never meant to fit/

12th graders learning 6th grade work/

So they sell dope instead go to jail and get worse/

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 3]

Here I am probably not what you’re expecting though/

If my opinion different than yours you accept it bro/

Shit.  Just put yourself in my shoes/

Everything I gotta do is either a win or lose/

It’s never a break-even never a break even for a second/

Everyday I wake the whole world expecting/

That I’m supposed to make it better/

It aint even in my power but I still put the effort/

I still push forward you can thank Bush for it/

Plane still taking off even if you try to floor it/

I’m all for it excuse my mistakes/

This never been done before so I’m creatin what it takes/

If I succeed I aint asking you to worship me/

But if I don’t I’m asking you to work with me/

And you can offer your opinion/

as long as it makes sense Its only the beginning/

 

[Hook]

 

(talkin)

Man if I could I swear I’d change it all

I’d make it better

You know I’d give everybody what they asking for

But that aint gonna happen you know

Somebody aint gonna like it

But you want it to be different

It’s as different as it get right here

Cant get much more change then what it is right now

You know what I’m sayin

That’s if I’m in charge

But here I am

You give me one chance show you what I can do

If you can top it be my guest


13. SACRIFICE Ft. THC


[Hook]

So you wanna be a rapper man this a sacrifice/

Of your time your money your patience your life/

Everything that you love everything that you like/

You might have to give up just to stand behind that mic/

Just to stand in that light where them cameras is flashin/

When the game aint real/

how you suppose to keep the passion/

When the fans keep asking when the album coming out/

And you aint even got a deal/

what you think this all about/

A sacrifice

 

[Verse 1. SY]

This the game first of all pick a name pick a lane/

You conscious or you killing Makin dance or selling cane/

After that Jack probably need some tats and a chain/

Unless you got the hipster look tight pants like a lame/

Now you gonna need a fan base so I suggest Myspace/

Facebook, Youtube, which ever you can relate/

But it aint that simple forgot to mention one part/

You gonna need beats and a studio to show your art/

Now depending on producers beats could be free/

Or a half a million dollars for a single in the streets/

You gonna need interviews videos different flows/

Expensive ass clothes cars rims and some hoes/

Just to look like a rapper hope you study some actors/

You just watchin TV you don’t know all the factors/

And me I’m as bout as different as Marshall Mathers/

The better you can Rap less they listen shit is backwards/

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 2. THC]

Got to rapping last year been making beats since 99/

Every high hat every kick drum its been a 10 year grind/

People tell me im the truth I’m the realest in the booth/

If they think you gon be hot people start to cling on you/

Tellin you you gon make it tellin you that they believe/

But they can’t recite your lyrics/

they just want some of your cheese/

Ant Deez sat me down when I was about to quit/

Trap Muzik number 2 he made me listen to that shit/

That was back in 05 then I made a sacrifice/

Mixtape was in the streets everybody say goodnight/

But I still got bills but this music give me thrills/

No gas in my car but I still remain trill/

Never lie on the beat cuz its death before dishonor/

And my momma told me/

stay away from dirty bitch karma/

I wanna be a rapper guarantee I’m gon make it/

And the Lord be the only one/

who stop me from the greatest/

 

[Hook]

 

[Verse 3]

(SY)

You got a choice to make for the money or the love/

The fame or the respect but not all of the above/

Ones gonna fuck up the other regardless who you are/

Yeah you wanna quit but you done came this far/

Your mom know your songs you sister wearin your shirt/

Your boys at all your shows your girl at home hurt/

She aint ready for that life she see you/

with all these girls/

and can’t picture a future in her mind of your world/

 

(THC)

 Still wanna be a rapper go and/

cook you up a scheme/

If you aint real this song is gonna/

discourage all your dreams/

We stayin on the grind we into these lables/

Unlike these phony niggas that we seein on the cable/

My music is my hustle we staying on the grind/

This shit here is a message it aint about the shine/

We here to represent MID WEST CHAIN GANG/

Sycosis THC and we done did the damn thang/

 

[Hook] 2x’s


 

14. The End

Big pen no light bars/

I stand out on tracks like dirt on white cars/

see life is like a movie and we write ours/

edit in the credits paid my debits just to live large/

forget scars like the pain never came/

keep flowing off top like the rain off the drain/

 loaded deck on the table to make sure we in the game/

Sycosis in your ear make sure I’m in your brain/

before you say my name make sure you in your lane/

swerve outside of the line I make sure you in the grain/

as in the wood, that mean a casket/

keep saying you hot yeah that mean you average/

they say I’m a beast that mean a savage/

billy club rap knock a silly stud back/

drag a chic into my cave by her hair and it’s a wrap/

it aint just a record deal if its real it’s a trap/

T.I. told me that I see you homie strapped/

mind over matter only me could hold me back/

and since I wont hold me back/

then I will never rap for some scraps or a plaque my whole city on my back/

state on my chest plus world on my shoulders/

light on my feet over night move closer/

this my call of duty overnight move soldiers/

platoon full of goons all hyped cuz I showed up/

consumed by the fumes of my guy who just rolled up/

assume what I’m doing will make them soon promote us/

if not I gotta take what we rightfully deserve/

nobody ever did this I’m rightfully the first/

hopefully not the last the same questions I ask/

when the Chi gonna rise when I get past my past/

move toward the future King like Martin Luther/

more or less a profit predict what I move to/

space, distance, time, all what I move through/

why would you listen to it if it don’t move you/

why keep trying it if it don’t prove to/

make shit better I’mma make shit better/

put my pieces in place  gotta make shit setup/

gotta get shit ready for when shit get heavy/

I’m a walking living nightmare claws out Freddy/

knife out Jason, they gonna fall why chase them/

I’mma keep standing flaps ready for landing/

or better yet takeoff I’mma quake you break off/

the side of the earth when I’m done with it/

ideas like batons I’mma run with it/

you go against me better come with it

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